February....

I know, I know, I am a horrible blogger, but I wanted to give a little bit more of an update of what's been going on... So February 8th Was our BIG appointment!! I was sent to a fertility doctor, I was SUPER excited, but also my nerves got the best of me, and I was stressed as well! So Dust and I strolled into the Doctor... And as we are waiting, butterflies are going, wondering what are we gonna have to do, what's this gonna cost us, Cause my insurance does not cover fertility testing or treatments (LAME) But we get called back and the nurse is AWESOME!! We got over all the info, and then she asks so I can tell that you two are motivated and ready for a baby, is that right!?! I think I yelled, YESS TOTALLY! And then I said wait... Maybe you should ask him, and I pointed to Dust, and she just giggled and Dust piped right up and said yes we are! :) So then he got the Main Dr. And they came in and So I have been put on a few medications... Progestrone, Cholmid... So keeping our fingers crossed that something will work for us. :)

So then It was also not only our appointment day, but Dustin's Birthday too, he was turning the BIG 26, But he didn't want ANYTHING.. He didn't want me to do CAKE, he didn't want to go out to eat, his only request was to go home and take a NAP... Typical Dustin! So I couldn't complain, it was his wish! So I granted it, Lol! Then his Dad, Sister & Bro stopped by with a gift.. I hope what a great b-day he had, I feel like an awful wife! But My present to him was the doctor costs, and getting a step closer to our goal of parenthood

... So the month continues....

Then Valentines day My parents had Dust and I over for dinner, and They decorated SOOO Cute!! They had candles, and rose petals, and the Food was delicious!! My parents are GREAT, it was a WONDERFUL day, and a good time with the fam. (We missed Josh, Meg & Mason though)

I am so grateful to have such a loving family!! And I love my Dustin so much!! We always have our ups and downs but no matter what we have been there for each other! And he is such a big part of my life, I couldn't be happier than I am with HIM!! He's a great MAN! ANd I feel SOOO luck to have snagged him! :)

Also this month I have Gone BLONDE!! I have gradually gotten lighter and lighter and lighter!! I started out with Black and have worked my way up to this, At first it was SOOO strange to see me with Blonde hair! But I am starting to get used to it and it's been a Nice, and FUN change...

It reminds me of being 16 again! I always had lighter hair! But i am always changing it, but maybe I will stick this one out for a bit! Now I just wish my hair would GROW!! hee hee... So I will continue my daily journey... :)

*Life is still full of lots of surprises, and we all have to keep dealing with them daily! I just have to remind myself, that everyday is a battle, and we can win, if we put our minds to it! We set our own limits! Things will always get better, we just have to believe! Family is everything to me, and I love them all dearly, I wouldn't be the person I am today if it wasn't forEVERY SINGLE person that has come into my life!! "He never said it would be easy, he only said it would be worth it" I remember seeing this quote at my Grandma's when I was younger and have ALWAYS remembered it!* Love you ALL!